I am unemployed....

Or will be in 30 days. That's right, I've put in my resignation. So in a mere ten mintues, I went from feeling sickeningly (is that a real word?) nervous about talking to my boss and resigning, to feeling sickeningly guilty about it. And a little panicked. It's not that I don't think I'll find a job; I will. But I've committed the cardnial professional sin of quitting my job before I'd found a new one. That alone could be enough bad karma to keep me out of a job for longer than I'd like to be.

Now starts the task of slowly untangling myself from this job and everyone in it. It's sad, it's scary, it's a sucky no-win situation all around, but I do not doubt for a second that I did the right thing. It was time. I wish I had realized this earlier, but this is what I need to do. And that's selfish. And that's ok. I think. Aurgh.